She was the niccessssttt person when he first got here. And continued to be nice and sweet and fun and warm and awesome.
He got back the memory of her on the boat and her being okay and being so happy and relieved he just broke down into tears, not caring that Bookman was watching. He could feel that disapproval and he didn't care he was just so HAPPY.
And then he got back the mindfuck memory. Which also included lots of Lenalee. The first time he saw her and how she caught his eye and made him really feel something. Its really obvious in the panel after he sees her its like a jolt of feeling. And then there's her in the coffin--it makes him run off to grab her, panicked. Just all the feelings in this memory involving Lenalee are VERY VERY INTENSE. The only other people in any of his memories who gave him so many FEELINGS are Bookman and Allen. And Bookman is a mentor/parental figure and Allen is uh.
The protagonist.
So he has all these really strong intense feelings involving her. Which.
Somehow comes out to a very derp crush because he is a MASTER OF FEELINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's still going strong but right now its mostly a fairly innocent thing. He's not thinking about boning her or anything. He just thinks she's pretty and wonderful and great.
And the crush really is despite everything secondary to all his nakama-y feelings. Even if he's bad at showing it right now. She's still more important as nakama than a love interest! He's working on uh BEING SMOOTHER/CALMER. Yes.
...does Sharon really think of every member of the team as her baby really. Even Liberty and Autumn and Bones?
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Date: 2011-07-14 04:26 am (UTC)He got back the memory of her on the boat and her being okay and being so happy and relieved he just broke down into tears, not caring that Bookman was watching. He could feel that disapproval and he didn't care he was just so HAPPY.
And then he got back the mindfuck memory. Which also included lots of Lenalee. The first time he saw her and how she caught his eye and made him really feel something. Its really obvious in the panel after he sees her its like a jolt of feeling. And then there's her in the coffin--it makes him run off to grab her, panicked. Just all the feelings in this memory involving Lenalee are VERY VERY INTENSE. The only other people in any of his memories who gave him so many FEELINGS are Bookman and Allen. And Bookman is a mentor/parental figure and Allen is uh.
The protagonist.
So he has all these really strong intense feelings involving her. Which.
Somehow comes out to a very derp crush because he is a MASTER OF FEELINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's still going strong but right now its mostly a fairly innocent thing. He's not thinking about boning her or anything. He just thinks she's pretty and wonderful and great.
And the crush really is despite everything secondary to all his nakama-y feelings. Even if he's bad at showing it right now. She's still more important as nakama than a love interest! He's working on uh BEING SMOOTHER/CALMER. Yes.
...does Sharon really think of every member of the team as her baby really. Even Liberty and Autumn and Bones?