He's feeling a littttttle better about it. He talked to castmates and they sort of hashed out that he is probably not dead--he's sort of stubbornly holding onto the belief that he is just in case he gets a pleasant surprise later (which he will!) because he'd rather have that then think everything's okay and WHOOPS NOPE YOU ARE IN FACT DEAD! And he's decided not to let it bog him down--he's pretty much solidified in "try your damned hardest and if you fail, don't despair because unless you're dead for good, there's always another chance."

What's a sigpos you're looking forward to getting back?